Lost everything, except my faith !

‘Lose everything, except my faith’ (Video)

I’m wondering how is it that when you try as hard as you can to do what’s right, in that exact moment everything start to fall a part. When you try so much to get things fix, it is in that precise moment when all things and even more things start breaking down…

Most of us will just say, “Well that’s just life”…

Well, indeed it is. But it is our faith in things that defines the difference…

See, we can choose whether to leave things alone because like most of us say, “It’s just part of life”, or perhaps we can learned from it, and even better our lives. But see those choices varies and depend from the type of faith you have, or better yet, it depends on how strong is your faith and if you have any at all…

You see, my faith it’s pretty strong, I truly believe that, and no matter how bad the situation or how deep down am in, I’ll always find a way, because I refuse to lose everything…

Now, here is a few words to straighten up your faith.

”Nothing seems to get done, nothing seems to feel right, because nothing is right !. It’s all wrong !, it’s all mess up. It’s like am going backwards when am trying to move forward, it’s like running miles and miles but still in the same place, it’s like I have never moved. I see and do things differently, but no matter what, it’s the same outcome from before, it is the same outcome which I don’t want anymore !, I am sick of it !, I’ve lost everything behind it, and I am still losing so  much more this time around…

This letters, this words, this paragraphs do me no good. ‘It’s what i keep telling myself’, but in the end, they some how let me keep my faith…

There was a time that I felt like I had it all, but most important I was happy, ‘damn I don’t even feel like that anymore’. I feel so empty, so bitter, I feel lonely, so naked, I feel like wearing a coat !, shit at least the winter is coming back around, I’ll received him with open arms, but this time that’s all he gets, because there’s nothing else left, life has strip me from everything, I should go rest with the dead !. It has strip me from my thoughts, my feelings, from my possessions, from my career, my job, from everything that I used to own and have, it took my car away, my weekly paycheck, it took my bank accounts, for all I know, it disgrace me. Those so called friends turn on me, they won’t even pick up a call from me, life really did a number on me, it’s so bad, that the world ‘lonely’ don’t even want to get to know me.

I’ve lost everything but am still breathing…

I’ve lost everything, except this few words with meaning…

I’ve lost everything but not the fact that am still dreaming…

I’ve lost everything but the faith, and I won’t loos it because it gives me strength…

I’ve lost everything but my will, and as long as  I have my will and am still dreaming, I will keep pushing forward with this words of meaning, because I know there’s a God somewhere who I believe in, and with the strength of my faith one day he’ll provide for me to start winning”…

 

You see, the bottom line is this… No matter what or how bad your situation is, just keep fighting, but most important, keep asking God to strengthen your faith because one day, IT WILL GET BETTER !…

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2 thoughts on “Lost everything, except my faith !

  1. You can all press the link on top of the post to see the video of it, it is my first time doing a video and is nothing professionally done, but I truly hope you guys enjoy it as much as I did… Thanks for the support.

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