I’m alive !

ImageI’m alive, yeah, because I’m breathing, because I can still feel, feel the pain on my body, inside my soul, I’m still alive because my heart still beats, but in times it beats so hard like if it wants to just come out my chest…

I’m alive, yeah, because I hear, at night I hear voices, voices that tells me to do wrong, voices of anger, voices of rejection and depression, voices seeking for revenge, voices that tells me to hang myself in the bed…

I’m alive, yeah, because I see the suffer in others, but especially in me, because I see the struggle but I can tell how it feels, because I see went it rains, the problem is that when it do, it pours…

I’m alive because I have no other choice, I’m alive because it’s better than been dead, I’m alive because I must go through this, because I must learn, I’m alive because death don’t want me, but she will soon come !…

I’m alive because there’s still a God, offering me a helping hand…

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